寂寞不可怕，因为寂寞不会伤害表面上的我；但，我害怕孤单。孤单可以使我觉得我被孤立了，而且它令我觉得我心里的那道墙即时被刮花了。
一个人无论怎样寂寞，他总可以找些事情来消遣那寂寞的时段。可是，孤单却是另一回事了。当一个人独处于一方，脑袋总会胡思乱想，想些有的没的。也许会回忆些当年的美好时段，或许是辛酸的，更加是心痛的噩梦。 所以你说，孤单恐怖吗？
我的笑容，一半是逞强笑出来的，另一半才是出自于真心的。真的不晓得什么时候才能摆脱这难忘的回忆，因为它实在是令人太心疼了
寂寞，我不怕；但我更加怕孤单。
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Saturday, December 3, 2011
人不可貌相
人不可貌相。。是我看错了你吗？
我们没有任何关系了，为何你还要欺骗我？我一再的相信你不是这样的人，为什么你就不可以证明给我看，你不是我看错的那个人？
是我开始不认识你了，是我渐渐地不了解你了，因为你的转变而让我觉得，人其实是可以那么的自私，可以为了自己的私欲而做出平时不会做的事。平日你对我的好，你对我的温柔体贴，却换来一句“陌生人”，你是在敷衍我吗？
是我的报应吗？是上天对我的惩罚吗？我以前对待你，很差，很刻薄你吗？我的关心，现在成为你的憎恨和厌倦，我对你的一切，你的一句“不想浪费我们的时间”，就对我们的一切，毁了，彻彻底底地完了
我的心很痛，很痛。。此刻，我对你真的很失望，透底。
我们没有任何关系了，为何你还要欺骗我？我一再的相信你不是这样的人，为什么你就不可以证明给我看，你不是我看错的那个人？
是我开始不认识你了，是我渐渐地不了解你了，因为你的转变而让我觉得，人其实是可以那么的自私，可以为了自己的私欲而做出平时不会做的事。平日你对我的好，你对我的温柔体贴，却换来一句“陌生人”，你是在敷衍我吗？
是我的报应吗？是上天对我的惩罚吗？我以前对待你，很差，很刻薄你吗？我的关心，现在成为你的憎恨和厌倦，我对你的一切，你的一句“不想浪费我们的时间”，就对我们的一切，毁了，彻彻底底地完了
我的心很痛，很痛。。此刻，我对你真的很失望，透底。
Monday, November 28, 2011
A new life, without YOU in my life anymore
25-11-2011, 10.18pm. Is over. Our relationship finally has come to the end. No beyond retrieval, no regret, none at all.
Together, we had undergone our happy sad sweat hard moment in our 4.5years. You did really bring me lots of memories. I'm happy to know you in my life, I'm glad to be with you in my life too. Although you're not the best among the best,. although you're always the dumppy between us, and although you're the one that ever care me the most in my life! Thanks for giving me your everything, my love on you is not wasted, I knew it.
Now, your love on me ady gone. Your cares on me are still here, but this is no longer a boygirlfriend's care, it has been changed into family's care. You said I've become a family of you that you can't share all of your story with me, because you don't want to have a family member as your beloved girlfriend. You hope we still can be friend in future cz you don't want to loss a friend like me in your life.
Perhaps,.. I can do that in future, an understandable friend of you, the one that always care and worry you who you'll never know there is a stupid one that willing to do this for you.
I'm that blind in love. People always say me is the fierce one that control my partner, but somehow, they do not know that I'm the weakest one in a relationship. They'll never know how stupid am I when falling in a relationship. Or I can say that, girl is always the one that suffer losses in relationship.
I believe I can make myself better, and have a wonderful life in future. I still need courage to walk on the route, I do not know the route I choose is correct or wrong, but I know, I still have people that love me the most - papa mami sisters brother and friends. I know one day, there is sure a person that love me the most, cherish me the most. I'll wait, and look for him, my MR RIGHT.
Together, we had undergone our happy sad sweat hard moment in our 4.5years. You did really bring me lots of memories. I'm happy to know you in my life, I'm glad to be with you in my life too. Although you're not the best among the best,. although you're always the dumppy between us, and although you're the one that ever care me the most in my life! Thanks for giving me your everything, my love on you is not wasted, I knew it.
Now, your love on me ady gone. Your cares on me are still here, but this is no longer a boygirlfriend's care, it has been changed into family's care. You said I've become a family of you that you can't share all of your story with me, because you don't want to have a family member as your beloved girlfriend. You hope we still can be friend in future cz you don't want to loss a friend like me in your life.
Perhaps,.. I can do that in future, an understandable friend of you, the one that always care and worry you who you'll never know there is a stupid one that willing to do this for you.
I'm that blind in love. People always say me is the fierce one that control my partner, but somehow, they do not know that I'm the weakest one in a relationship. They'll never know how stupid am I when falling in a relationship. Or I can say that, girl is always the one that suffer losses in relationship.
I believe I can make myself better, and have a wonderful life in future. I still need courage to walk on the route, I do not know the route I choose is correct or wrong, but I know, I still have people that love me the most - papa mami sisters brother and friends. I know one day, there is sure a person that love me the most, cherish me the most. I'll wait, and look for him, my MR RIGHT.
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