Wonders why people nowadays have so much fun in their life, with most of the time they were going for vacation, beyond the country as well, when they say they were poor enough and must save money all the moment they eat or shop. What a bull shit I think..
Most of my ''friends'' went to Hong Kong, UK, US, hmmm... what else I think, most of the Western and Europe countries with their own friends while saying that they were poor enough and needed to save money, and not to buy those unnecessary things! Yeah, I guess they kept their saving for a long vacation and this is the different between you, and me. I am saving money as well for my coming vacation, but I do admit that, I couldn't save this much for Western or Europe countries that their daily expenses is so so much higher than we local! May be, they have ''sponsorship'' from... family? their opposing partner I guess? Or...... may be they have fished a ''gold turtle'' who enable to *throw* money on them? Wow, what's a poor adjective I use on them, yucks!
Some of them, who were still in studying.. Also able to travel all around the world.. Like, this occasion they were having celebration at here, Christmas at US as well, Summer at London, Winter --> Japan, etc. Not say I am envying at them, but will feel, unfair.. For the poor, they are really living in poor and maybe some are considered in middle-class living status, which enough for living but not for the unnecessary materials. But for the ones in rich, they are really wealthy and most of the time spending without consideration. Feel like, do they really understand the meaning of their parents earning money for home or doing business is difficult for today's life? Hmm... some of them originally born in a rich family which the wealth is earned by their grandparents' hand, and people say... the wealth will stop giving to the rich when it has reached to the third generation, cause for sure the black sheep will finish spending before they die. And this really did, for some of the rich families. Believe or not, is in your hand.
Even, some of my ''friends'' who have gone for work for many years, actually not really many years I think... Only, more or less the 4 / 5 years., they can always go for traveling! To Japan, Hong Kong, Amsterdam, London, Macao, what else? You know, not a year a travel, but almost 3 to 5 times per year! Owwwwww...... This is so called... same as we are human being, but we have different destiny..
Nowadays, people always say the end is coming soon~ 2012 is arriving... the dark will cover up the earth and we all will die~ And that's why they rather to spend on travel than other expenses! If this is said by the oldies (like mami and papa's age of people, which is the 50s or 60s), its still... right and acceptable, as they have worked half of the century.. and this is the time for them to enjoy and look beyond the boundary. But for us, who born in the 80s and 90s., tend to have fun before suffer for the next. Oh my gosh.. Why don't we suffer while having fun? And vise verse? Haha..
So, you and me, we are same as a human being, but have different destiny. Nothing to say much to people, because that's all crap!
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Friday, November 26, 2010
Half-day travel with friendS...
One day, I told some of my friends about my feeling at that moment, as I were so so so moody and feeling unhappy on that day. Lonely was coming towards me since I couldn't feel of people's care and thought of no one wants to talk with me. Damn sad.. And all negative thinking rushed to my brain, tears dropped too.
Chatted a long hour with best friend, I think she's considered as my best friend at here, which is in my university's life. I knew she's really trying to console and convince me to change my mind from negative to positive, but I could tell that, she is failed,. Haha, don't get mad with me, my friend.. =) Why? Because I still have that kind of thinking, which tells me, I have no friend, not even true friend I meant. Sometimes I feel, I am transparent and no one can see me although I was with them at that time. It is so hurt, really hurt.
And the next day, I went to a short travel with my 'another side' of friends, although all of us are studying in the same class since we came here. Really, you'll have a different kind of feeling when you stay with different group of friend. Although I seldom talk with them in the class, and this is the first time I went out and stayed overnight with them, but the feeling is totally different. And this is the first time I stay at my friend's house! Ahah!! Pillow-talk is always an activity for friends at night, and sometimes ghost storytelling and sharing,.. Such a nice experience to me, as Papa not allow us to do so all the time.. So happy, not until excited, and tired, but I am really satisfied with the journey.
Quite an enjoyable tour, compare with the 'meaningless day' at here~
Hmm... This short journey, I can tell that, I like it! ;)
Chatted a long hour with best friend, I think she's considered as my best friend at here, which is in my university's life. I knew she's really trying to console and convince me to change my mind from negative to positive, but I could tell that, she is failed,. Haha, don't get mad with me, my friend.. =) Why? Because I still have that kind of thinking, which tells me, I have no friend, not even true friend I meant. Sometimes I feel, I am transparent and no one can see me although I was with them at that time. It is so hurt, really hurt.
And the next day, I went to a short travel with my 'another side' of friends, although all of us are studying in the same class since we came here. Really, you'll have a different kind of feeling when you stay with different group of friend. Although I seldom talk with them in the class, and this is the first time I went out and stayed overnight with them, but the feeling is totally different. And this is the first time I stay at my friend's house! Ahah!! Pillow-talk is always an activity for friends at night, and sometimes ghost storytelling and sharing,.. Such a nice experience to me, as Papa not allow us to do so all the time.. So happy, not until excited, and tired, but I am really satisfied with the journey.
Quite an enjoyable tour, compare with the 'meaningless day' at here~
Hmm... This short journey, I can tell that, I like it! ;)
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| At Lumut Jetty.. |
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| In the car going to cari makan!! |
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| Nice picture taken at jetty.. |
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Speechless.. story
PR Campaign is one of my subject in this short semester and me and my classmates had to join in other group, because of splitting in our class members. So, we had decided to join in our new and big group which consisted of different classes of people.
I knew that, I'm a quite oddly people.. I'll only mixed with people who can get along with me easily and have some same topics between us, no doubt this is how we make friends, right? So, I don't mind if some people think that I'm a cool* (hopefully is meant by apathy), or not good in socializing with new friends?.. So what?
When you have a good relationship with new friends, you mostly will feel easy to adapt in ur working society because your new friends will support you in every single moment; but, if you can't get your friendship become closer with them, the rest of your working life is gonna be the toughness one. This is so called reality, agree?..
So, I'd joining in Marketing Department in my campaign and I'm the only new person who can't get into their friendship. Am I really a problematic person or hard in communicating with new friends? Am I a quiet and zero contribution in working, person? May be I didn't make myself really work closely with the gang, but this doesn't mean that I didn't do and contribute anything to the campaign! This is totally bull shit with sarcastic comments to me, I can only say that, I feel shame to you, my dear friends.
At the end, my reputation spoilt, my temper up, my mood changed from + to -.
Campaign is over, everyone feels it is a successful one, but I don't think this is very good actually. No doubt, we really attracted crowd to our event, but did we reach our campaign objectives? Did the campaign looks like a campaign? I couldn't differentiate the real meaning of campaign, in our event. So, everyone shock themselves, but not me and my own classmates. Our friendship with new friends already spoilt, or may be we can say, actually we didn't work out in this friendship.
Game is over, everything back to normal.
I knew that, I'm a quite oddly people.. I'll only mixed with people who can get along with me easily and have some same topics between us, no doubt this is how we make friends, right? So, I don't mind if some people think that I'm a cool* (hopefully is meant by apathy), or not good in socializing with new friends?.. So what?
When you have a good relationship with new friends, you mostly will feel easy to adapt in ur working society because your new friends will support you in every single moment; but, if you can't get your friendship become closer with them, the rest of your working life is gonna be the toughness one. This is so called reality, agree?..
So, I'd joining in Marketing Department in my campaign and I'm the only new person who can't get into their friendship. Am I really a problematic person or hard in communicating with new friends? Am I a quiet and zero contribution in working, person? May be I didn't make myself really work closely with the gang, but this doesn't mean that I didn't do and contribute anything to the campaign! This is totally bull shit with sarcastic comments to me, I can only say that, I feel shame to you, my dear friends.
At the end, my reputation spoilt, my temper up, my mood changed from + to -.
Campaign is over, everyone feels it is a successful one, but I don't think this is very good actually. No doubt, we really attracted crowd to our event, but did we reach our campaign objectives? Did the campaign looks like a campaign? I couldn't differentiate the real meaning of campaign, in our event. So, everyone shock themselves, but not me and my own classmates. Our friendship with new friends already spoilt, or may be we can say, actually we didn't work out in this friendship.
Game is over, everything back to normal.
Monday, September 13, 2010
Future life?
As a student in Malaysia, we are studied for exam because of our education style is examination oriented, we have no choice but to take the exam every month, and year. And the result is basically constructed by those "guideline" which changed every year, especially the standard of the grad. More and more student get A in all subjects, not because of their intelligence, perhaps some of them yes. But mostly is the passing mark of the paper has been down graded. Is this phenomenon good, or bad? Would this help Malaysia to become a develop nation in future?
I wonder what to work after my graduation. Sometimes I think, time passes so fast, until I haven't taste enough of my uni's life and not even enjoy much for this precious period. After grad, what am I going to do? Further study [master course] or work? Master course, nowadays, most of the people had the master cert with MBA, normally. But what I worried is, is the society still accept fresh grad with master holder and hire them for work with zero working experience? Or they will accept the one who is just a degree holder fresh grad student, or maybe a master holder but with lots of working experiences? Who will they choose at last?
After consulted many of my friends and lecturers, all of them suggested me to work before continue master study. Why? They said, as an employer, they will rather employ a fresh grad student or an experienced worker more than a master holder fresh grad with zero working experience people. Degree vs Master, firstly is the salary. Nowadays, most of the company aimed for cutting cost for gaining more profit, if they hire a master student but know nothing, the situation is only like bought a vase and put in the company for furnishing. On the other hand, if they hire a fresh grad degree student, mostly the people are willing to learn something new out from school place yet with inexpensive salary. After analyze the conversations, I have made up my mind to work after grad.
Another question popped out after this is, where to work? Gosh.... what a stupid question right? But to me, this is an important question indeed. I am studying Public Relations (PR) and my hometown does not have this kind of firm. So, mostly PR firms will have in KL and Penang which are the places I do not like it, because of the complicated environment. I do not like the way of jamming on the road for few hours; I do not like the way in waiting the LRT or public buses; I do not like the wholly environment of the place! What I prefer is, Singapore, or maybe some other countries. I knew that working at foreign countries have their good and bad, for example, the citizens will treat us as labor, like how we treat those Bangladesh or Indonesian that work in Malaysia also. As what my friend said to me, if they look down you, you just take it as one of your challenge in your life and learn how to pass those toughness day, and one day you will appreciate them for being cruelness and helpless to you. When you reach at that moment, you will not be looked down by them but rather to praise and applaud for your good effort in the company.
For my future, I still have another 8months to go before enter the society. Babe, I knew you hope that I can work in Malaysia and stay with you until you grad, and so for me. But, I am really confused for my decision, I could not make up my mind because I do not want to separate with you too. So, what to do now??
Hmmmm,,...... let's abandon this issue, and think of our trip?! I really love to travel with you, my babe... ^^
I wonder what to work after my graduation. Sometimes I think, time passes so fast, until I haven't taste enough of my uni's life and not even enjoy much for this precious period. After grad, what am I going to do? Further study [master course] or work? Master course, nowadays, most of the people had the master cert with MBA, normally. But what I worried is, is the society still accept fresh grad with master holder and hire them for work with zero working experience? Or they will accept the one who is just a degree holder fresh grad student, or maybe a master holder but with lots of working experiences? Who will they choose at last?
After consulted many of my friends and lecturers, all of them suggested me to work before continue master study. Why? They said, as an employer, they will rather employ a fresh grad student or an experienced worker more than a master holder fresh grad with zero working experience people. Degree vs Master, firstly is the salary. Nowadays, most of the company aimed for cutting cost for gaining more profit, if they hire a master student but know nothing, the situation is only like bought a vase and put in the company for furnishing. On the other hand, if they hire a fresh grad degree student, mostly the people are willing to learn something new out from school place yet with inexpensive salary. After analyze the conversations, I have made up my mind to work after grad.
Another question popped out after this is, where to work? Gosh.... what a stupid question right? But to me, this is an important question indeed. I am studying Public Relations (PR) and my hometown does not have this kind of firm. So, mostly PR firms will have in KL and Penang which are the places I do not like it, because of the complicated environment. I do not like the way of jamming on the road for few hours; I do not like the way in waiting the LRT or public buses; I do not like the wholly environment of the place! What I prefer is, Singapore, or maybe some other countries. I knew that working at foreign countries have their good and bad, for example, the citizens will treat us as labor, like how we treat those Bangladesh or Indonesian that work in Malaysia also. As what my friend said to me, if they look down you, you just take it as one of your challenge in your life and learn how to pass those toughness day, and one day you will appreciate them for being cruelness and helpless to you. When you reach at that moment, you will not be looked down by them but rather to praise and applaud for your good effort in the company.
For my future, I still have another 8months to go before enter the society. Babe, I knew you hope that I can work in Malaysia and stay with you until you grad, and so for me. But, I am really confused for my decision, I could not make up my mind because I do not want to separate with you too. So, what to do now??
Hmmmm,,...... let's abandon this issue, and think of our trip?! I really love to travel with you, my babe... ^^
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Surprise from U
Darling, thanks for your surprise that you brought me that day,. I had told you many times that I hope to have surprise but sometimes you can't make it to me because of time and place, but today, I am really very surprise and proud with your act,. Not saying that daring or not to do something, but also will consider of many things that I always did last time.
Babe, I were so happy on that day we spent a day under the rain, haha! Is funny and interesting, although at last you had become a wet chick because of protesting me not to drop by the rain... You did everything for me, it's very great for me =)
Love to be with you, miss all the moment that we spent together, wondering that.. haha!
Secret!!
Babe, I were so happy on that day we spent a day under the rain, haha! Is funny and interesting, although at last you had become a wet chick because of protesting me not to drop by the rain... You did everything for me, it's very great for me =)
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| Piggy look from you, love u much honey! ;) |
Secret!!
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Friend
Friend, is always a term which means by... advantage, or benefit that you get from them. Nowadays, no people will really treat their friend as real friend unless they get advantage from them, then only they will be friend with 'them'. So, what for we friend?
To me, I do not have much friends since kindergarten, perhaps.. primary schoolmates, I have few of them, which their looking were still the same and easy to be known when met up., but some of them were pretended strangeness when we saw each other. Is it quite weird?
Secondary schoolmates, yea... still have few friends... but most of them are topic-less when having gathering, each people have different lifestyle and most of them were lived in a 'colorful' yet 'enjoyable' life which totally different with us. These make us have barriers in our communication and lastly, our relationship become looser and far from each other.
Until now, in university level.. we have knew lots of new friends which came from different states and lifestyle. New friends were made when we were grouping together for assignment purpose and therefore, we only get to know each people's attitude and behavior. Each people will have their likes and unlike people where this brings us a picture of 'discrimination' or maybe, faction in a class. Every group has their gang where most of the gang will stick together in doing things. I dun really like this feeling because it feels like, we were forced to mix in the group as assignments had grouped us in a team. In this sense, it is more to a team but not friend.
I am quite jealous of those who has old friends and new friends where both old and new can mix around with no bias and disagreement. People from different place have different attitude and this is what we called society, where human being should adapt in this situation since the first day in the education level, perhaps in kindergarten time. I love to make friends, but not back stepping people from A to B, or from C to A person. That's gossiping but not friend-ing.
My friends, be appreciate of what you have now, and do not always complain of what u do not have because, friend is a precious present that gifted from god to us. Be cherish all the time..
To me, I do not have much friends since kindergarten, perhaps.. primary schoolmates, I have few of them, which their looking were still the same and easy to be known when met up., but some of them were pretended strangeness when we saw each other. Is it quite weird?
Secondary schoolmates, yea... still have few friends... but most of them are topic-less when having gathering, each people have different lifestyle and most of them were lived in a 'colorful' yet 'enjoyable' life which totally different with us. These make us have barriers in our communication and lastly, our relationship become looser and far from each other.
Until now, in university level.. we have knew lots of new friends which came from different states and lifestyle. New friends were made when we were grouping together for assignment purpose and therefore, we only get to know each people's attitude and behavior. Each people will have their likes and unlike people where this brings us a picture of 'discrimination' or maybe, faction in a class. Every group has their gang where most of the gang will stick together in doing things. I dun really like this feeling because it feels like, we were forced to mix in the group as assignments had grouped us in a team. In this sense, it is more to a team but not friend.
I am quite jealous of those who has old friends and new friends where both old and new can mix around with no bias and disagreement. People from different place have different attitude and this is what we called society, where human being should adapt in this situation since the first day in the education level, perhaps in kindergarten time. I love to make friends, but not back stepping people from A to B, or from C to A person. That's gossiping but not friend-ing.
My friends, be appreciate of what you have now, and do not always complain of what u do not have because, friend is a precious present that gifted from god to us. Be cherish all the time..
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| Vivian, my primary schoolmate who is still contacting with me all the time. Love her always.. =) |
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My Uni friends, and boyfriend.. This is the time when we gathered for karaoke session. =) |
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| Uni friends again.. This is the time when we gathered for video shooting. =D |
Sunday, July 11, 2010
I miss u, babe
"How do I live without you, I want to know; how do I live without you, you ever know; how do I ever, ever so far.... How do I, how do I, how do I live...."
I am missing you, babes...
A week is just passed by so fast, it seems like just pass a day.. and everything back to normal with no fun, no surprise, little happiness and lots of tears because of those works and pressure coming up in the following weeks.. My holidays is gone and it really brought me a good and wonderful memory. Bukit Tinggi is a nice and peaceful place although not everyone like to go there, may be the one who been there before would not go for the second time, so as me. But it was a nice vacation for tourist, like me. Japanese House, Colmar Tropicale, Rabbit Park,. However, Colmar Tropicale is the station I love a lot. The scenery, the building, the culture, the everything inside it was amazing and awesome, and the swans... white and black swans... wonderful! That was my first time of seeing them in real life,..
I am missing you, babes...
A week is just passed by so fast, it seems like just pass a day.. and everything back to normal with no fun, no surprise, little happiness and lots of tears because of those works and pressure coming up in the following weeks.. My holidays is gone and it really brought me a good and wonderful memory. Bukit Tinggi is a nice and peaceful place although not everyone like to go there, may be the one who been there before would not go for the second time, so as me. But it was a nice vacation for tourist, like me. Japanese House, Colmar Tropicale, Rabbit Park,. However, Colmar Tropicale is the station I love a lot. The scenery, the building, the culture, the everything inside it was amazing and awesome, and the swans... white and black swans... wonderful! That was my first time of seeing them in real life,..
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| This is Colmar Tropicale. |
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| From upper view.. |
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| The lovely swans which I love the most. =) |
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| Le Chavalier |
A week together with you, is always my happy day as you bring me memories and all things I want. And, I am happy that you were also as happy as me, when the day we went out have fun with Pei Yee Shi Hui and Kevin, I was really very surprise that you were opened up yourself to sing and have fun with us, babes, I am proud of you, I know you can do it, =))
Although you're back now, but I'll wait for next time to meet up with you again, with lots and lots of happiness together with me.. I love you babes, muackkssss!!
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Pity + Bored Weekend
I miss my stuffs at home, I miss Mami's dishes... I miss soups... and the important is, I miss my bed ==" Happy family is too rough for me as I couldn't sustain it for long time. Quarrel, fight, sad, stubborn, and all kinds of negative feeling came with me when I was there. Nono, it is not my fault. Instead, it is everyone's responsibility to make a family warmth and healthy.
I wish to be acknowledged by everyone, especially my parents and beloved ones. I want them to accept and recognize me as an usefulness and available people when they need me the most. I am emotional and a bit of indocile, because I am not that easy to listen for those advices but, I am obedience to my parents., perhaps. And, I wouldn't disobey their rights when they want me to do with their way. So?
Is raining now, and it totally shows what my mood is, such a pity, bored, meaningless spirit right now.
Friday, June 18, 2010
The more you love, the more you suffer
Few days ago, I quarreled with him as I was lonely all the time and miss him a lot in a sudden. Fight for a care, is that sounds funny? That's me. Nothing to do and purposely find 'something' to do. And he, did not angry at me. Again, I smile, from my deepest heart.
Am I suffering now? The more you love, the more you suffer?
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Unreal life
What is life? Sometimes I don't think of a real life of me as I never satisfied of what I have right at this moment. People can have things easily, without striving hard for it; but some people have the opposite fate, no matter how hard they strive for their aim, yet they couldn't get what they hope in life. Should them jealous or envy the one who gain them, or, should I say, I am too realistic? Or materialistic? I wish I can get everything without struggling deadly and instead of enjoying life, I want everything I want.
I live in an unreal life. Unreal a real life that everyone live.
I live in an unreal life. Unreal a real life that everyone live.
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Jelly day
Wakaka.... today have mood to do jelly.. at first like kelam-kabut, lolz... although is easy to do, but it is such a heavy process cause of me, seldom do dessert at home... didn't cut all the fruits and put into the mold but cooked the jelly powder first, haha... after that, let it cold and put into refrigerator for 3hours.. =D
See, my products XD
See, my products XD
Monday, April 26, 2010
A Week After Internship and Back to Kampar
A week after I back to Kampar,.. Kampar has not changed much.. people is still so much since UTAR opened at here, food is still that much as no new restaurants open at here, if got also not so nice and kept on closed., and the weather is still the same, hot and cold, cold and rain, rain then hot again..
Stayed at here, already overspent my expenses with food at... Sushi King, Grand Kampar Hotel and still, Sushi King with my friend, hz.... wakaka =DD
Finished final report on Saturday noon and felt boring as... nothing can do at Kampar... sleep and eat... eat and watch dramas... watch dramas and listen song... listen song and on9... on9 and play game... life at Kampar, sometimes like sucks! 5.30pm, my computer suddenly off itself, originally is because... whole Kampar is blackout, no electricity for 3hours! arrgggg.... really 3hours without electricity.. weather is hot, no wind also, aikz! damn regret didn't go Taiping with Shi Hui! At night, my housemate called food delivery, unexpectedly, the restaurant said 'no electricity, no food delivery'.. lolz..||| Power failure make the town go down! aikz..
Sunday.. nothing to do at home... lazy to sit in front of the computer to watch drama.. so? lied on bed, read ghost story and fell asleep.. ohhh... like a patient nia =(
Luckily, had a steamboat dinner with friend.. better then none =D
Next sem, will be back to Kampar again... will continue this life for another year.. hz.. travel, hope to have it asap..
Stayed at here, already overspent my expenses with food at... Sushi King, Grand Kampar Hotel and still, Sushi King with my friend, hz.... wakaka =DD
Finished final report on Saturday noon and felt boring as... nothing can do at Kampar... sleep and eat... eat and watch dramas... watch dramas and listen song... listen song and on9... on9 and play game... life at Kampar, sometimes like sucks! 5.30pm, my computer suddenly off itself, originally is because... whole Kampar is blackout, no electricity for 3hours! arrgggg.... really 3hours without electricity.. weather is hot, no wind also, aikz! damn regret didn't go Taiping with Shi Hui! At night, my housemate called food delivery, unexpectedly, the restaurant said 'no electricity, no food delivery'.. lolz..||| Power failure make the town go down! aikz..
Sunday.. nothing to do at home... lazy to sit in front of the computer to watch drama.. so? lied on bed, read ghost story and fell asleep.. ohhh... like a patient nia =(
Luckily, had a steamboat dinner with friend.. better then none =D
Next sem, will be back to Kampar again... will continue this life for another year.. hz.. travel, hope to have it asap..
Sunday, April 18, 2010
End of Industrial Training
Friday was my last day for Industrial Training and it was my release day too! so happie** =D
During my training period, those people who have taught me eg Amy, Carmen, Irene, Cammy, Tiffany, Pei Mun, Kak Nurul, Yee Vone, Eason, Chef Tay and.... a lot of them... I am appreciate of it.. U make me know the meaning of working lifestyle in the society.. It is so precious.
Saturday, was my farewell day that held by my colleagues. Really happy and enjoy of it, lunch + shopping time with bestie 1-5pm, karaoke session from 5-7pm, dinner time at 730-9pm & movie period @1035-12am.. Whole day outing with them, damn shock man! The next day, Sunday 930am bus back to Kampar, Perak for final report, tired but exciting! XD
During my training period, those people who have taught me eg Amy, Carmen, Irene, Cammy, Tiffany, Pei Mun, Kak Nurul, Yee Vone, Eason, Chef Tay and.... a lot of them... I am appreciate of it.. U make me know the meaning of working lifestyle in the society.. It is so precious.
Saturday, was my farewell day that held by my colleagues. Really happy and enjoy of it, lunch + shopping time with bestie 1-5pm, karaoke session from 5-7pm, dinner time at 730-9pm & movie period @1035-12am.. Whole day outing with them, damn shock man! The next day, Sunday 930am bus back to Kampar, Perak for final report, tired but exciting! XD
Monday, April 12, 2010
Disappointed
I am really disappointed and sick. When time's pass, when rain is over, sunny day will come to greet us. But why my bad feeling is still here arousing at me? I am so suffer to stay with this suck feeling, I need to breath. God, please save me now, I really need Ur courageous to stand
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Passion Fruit
Started to fall-in-love with Passion Fruit since last week.. It has been called as 'Paradise Fruit or Romance Fruit' as from the myth, this fruit only can be eaten by Eve. This sounds like... it is precious, and only noble can eat.. =)
Its taste, sweet yet sour, nice looking although just eat its seeds, and the smell of more then 165 type of fruits... full with vitamins and minerals that is good for health, and the important is, it has anti-cancer effect that can kill cancer cells in vitro.. wow...
Its taste, sweet yet sour, nice looking although just eat its seeds, and the smell of more then 165 type of fruits... full with vitamins and minerals that is good for health, and the important is, it has anti-cancer effect that can kill cancer cells in vitro.. wow...
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Love VS Life
Love, and romance, is a feeling between people who in love to each other that wish to stay together in their rest of life.
Q1: Is love countable? How many people think that love is uncountable if compared with image or personal reputation?
Q2: Is worth to have love if the person only aim for short happiness? Are they really know the meaning of love and understand what human being wants instead of wealthy?
The sky is grey and the cloud is black. The flower is dead and the grass is dead too. The world is dullness yet the people is still a money thinker. Is love greater then money? Is money greater then love? Will a person compromise their career to own their romance?
Life, is not as easy as you think. Think before you do, do after your decision, decide before you regret, but don't regret after you rethink the thing u did. Life goes on..
Q1: Is love countable? How many people think that love is uncountable if compared with image or personal reputation?
Q2: Is worth to have love if the person only aim for short happiness? Are they really know the meaning of love and understand what human being wants instead of wealthy?
The sky is grey and the cloud is black. The flower is dead and the grass is dead too. The world is dullness yet the people is still a money thinker. Is love greater then money? Is money greater then love? Will a person compromise their career to own their romance?
Life, is not as easy as you think. Think before you do, do after your decision, decide before you regret, but don't regret after you rethink the thing u did. Life goes on..
Monday, April 5, 2010
Muffin Day
Yesterday was a cloudy+sunny day which at last became a rainy day... We went for a shop at ECM right after I went to do a blood test. And my muffin day started afterward.. =)
This was my 1st time baking muffin cake where it took me 3hours to do it. My 1st cake was chocolate muffin cake. While on going the process, it looked so easy because it do not need to use machine to stir but only stir by hand. Flour, eggs, oil... Damn tiring man.... And then, put some chocolate chip into it, and put it into the cup and heat it with oven. When the time it puffed, Oh My Gosh!! It really so uglyyy!!!!! lolz.... the muffin do not look like a normal muffin that we see from shop! It was like a cap or.... like a duck mouth! lolz.... But, the taste was nice, just a little bit dry... Is that considered successful with the ugly look? haha....
Then I continued for my 2nd Vanilla muffin cake with raisin inside and blueberry on top of it. This time was a successful one, my cakes were beautiful in their looking yet the taste was nice! Just the same thing was... they were dry, not that 'wet' cake I want. I was not familiar with the oven temperature 'they' want that's why I could not control the level of 'wet' of the cakes..
I would improve when I try to do it next time~
Dear Babe, I hope you'd like my cake, =)
This was my 1st time baking muffin cake where it took me 3hours to do it. My 1st cake was chocolate muffin cake. While on going the process, it looked so easy because it do not need to use machine to stir but only stir by hand. Flour, eggs, oil... Damn tiring man.... And then, put some chocolate chip into it, and put it into the cup and heat it with oven. When the time it puffed, Oh My Gosh!! It really so uglyyy!!!!! lolz.... the muffin do not look like a normal muffin that we see from shop! It was like a cap or.... like a duck mouth! lolz.... But, the taste was nice, just a little bit dry... Is that considered successful with the ugly look? haha....
Then I continued for my 2nd Vanilla muffin cake with raisin inside and blueberry on top of it. This time was a successful one, my cakes were beautiful in their looking yet the taste was nice! Just the same thing was... they were dry, not that 'wet' cake I want. I was not familiar with the oven temperature 'they' want that's why I could not control the level of 'wet' of the cakes..
I would improve when I try to do it next time~
Dear Babe, I hope you'd like my cake, =)
Friday, April 2, 2010
Europe trip
I wish I can go to Europe countries.
Rome. Australia. Perth. German. Egypt.
I wish I can do whatever I want to do.
Photos, architectures, beautiful scenes, beaches, peoples, cars..
At the age of 25, I want to go to Rome, this is my 1st destination, will it come true?
Who will really support me?
People nowadays think that it is just a dream, it wont become true because all that are costly, traveling need a lot of money and now, money is important in our life. Without money, people can't do anything but with money, they can do anything they want. To me, that's bull shit at all. Who said without money we can't go to travel? Who said without money we can't do what we want to do? It is just depended on us to decide. Life without money, people are still alive, life without meaning, ==> end
Rome. Australia. Perth. German. Egypt.
I wish I can do whatever I want to do.
Photos, architectures, beautiful scenes, beaches, peoples, cars..
At the age of 25, I want to go to Rome, this is my 1st destination, will it come true?
Who will really support me?
People nowadays think that it is just a dream, it wont become true because all that are costly, traveling need a lot of money and now, money is important in our life. Without money, people can't do anything but with money, they can do anything they want. To me, that's bull shit at all. Who said without money we can't go to travel? Who said without money we can't do what we want to do? It is just depended on us to decide. Life without money, people are still alive, life without meaning, ==> end
Life @ Vistana Hotel Kuantan
My intern's life is bored because the things that learn at the company, is only that much yet I've had the chance to learn what I want to learn. Is hotel line really suit me in my future?
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