Relationship --> ?

What is meant by love relationship?
I scared of losing something important in my life, but I couldn't stop myself from thinking it.
I want to have a secured love relationship, unsecured relationship will only make me afraid and panic, cz I don't want to loss you..
What if I make a wrong decision, will you forgive me?
What if I make a decision which hurt the both of us, will you feel that I'm very stupid?
Love, if is hard to maintain for long, the best way is to cut off the thread, rather than suffer from pain...

Agree?