Half-day travel with friendS...

One day, I told some of my friends about my feeling at that moment, as I were so so so moody and feeling unhappy on that day. Lonely was coming towards me since I couldn't feel of people's care and thought of no one wants to talk with me. Damn sad.. And all negative thinking rushed to my brain, tears dropped too.

Chatted a long hour with best friend, I think she's considered as my best friend at here, which is in my university's life. I knew she's really trying to console and convince me to change my mind from negative to positive, but I could tell that, she is failed,. Haha, don't get mad with me, my friend.. =) Why? Because I still have that kind of thinking, which tells me, I have no friend, not even true friend I meant. Sometimes I feel, I am transparent and no one can see me although I was with them at that time. It is so hurt, really hurt.

And the next day, I went to a short travel with my 'another side' of friends, although all of us are studying in the same class since we came here. Really, you'll have a different kind of feeling when you stay with different group of friend. Although I seldom talk with them in the class, and this is the first time I went out and stayed overnight with them, but the feeling is totally different. And this is the first time I stay at my friend's house! Ahah!! Pillow-talk is always an activity for friends at night, and sometimes ghost storytelling and sharing,.. Such a nice experience to me, as Papa not allow us to do so all the time.. So happy, not until excited, and tired, but I am really satisfied with the journey. 

Quite an enjoyable tour, compare with the 'meaningless day' at here~
Hmm... This short journey, I can tell that, I like it! ;)

At Lumut Jetty..

 

 

In the car going to cari makan!!

Nice picture taken at jetty..

Speechless.. story

PR Campaign is one of my subject in this short semester and me and my classmates had to join in other group, because of splitting in our class members. So, we had decided to join in our new and big group which consisted of different classes of people.

I knew that, I'm a quite oddly people.. I'll only mixed with  people who can get along with me easily and have some same topics between us, no doubt this is how we make friends, right? So, I don't mind if some people think that I'm a cool* (hopefully is meant by apathy), or not good in socializing with new friends?.. So what?

When you have a good relationship with new friends, you mostly will feel easy to adapt in ur working society because your new friends will support you in every single moment; but, if you can't get your friendship become closer with them, the rest of your working life is gonna be the toughness one. This is so called reality, agree?..

So, I'd joining in Marketing Department in my campaign and I'm the only new person who can't get into their friendship. Am I really a problematic person or hard in communicating with new friends? Am I a quiet and zero contribution in working, person? May be I didn't make myself really work closely with the gang, but this doesn't mean that I didn't do and contribute anything to the campaign! This is totally bull shit with sarcastic comments to me, I can only say that, I feel shame to you, my dear friends.

At the end, my reputation spoilt, my temper up, my mood changed from + to -.

Campaign is over, everyone feels it is a successful one, but I don't think this is very good actually. No doubt, we really attracted crowd to our event, but did we reach our campaign objectives? Did the campaign looks like a campaign? I couldn't differentiate the real meaning of campaign, in our event. So, everyone shock themselves, but not me and my own classmates. Our friendship with new friends already spoilt, or may be we can say, actually we didn't work out in this friendship.

Game is over, everything back to normal.