想回到过去

回想起我们的过去，一切是多么的开心和幸福。我们的每一刻每一秒，虽然是那么的短暂，可是那包含着我们的每一点，每一滴的幸福，。我不奢望什么，我也不贪婪些什么，我只想要这一些幸福可以一直延续下去，到未来。

过去的我们，是多么的天真。每个人都很羡慕我有一个那么要好的伴侣，因为他的温柔体贴，他的不舍和体谅，都让我感觉很温暖。我们的一切，感觉像是龙卷风，来得太快，去也很快。情绪病是每个人都有的，我也一样。我的情绪病是在我朋友中公认的，情绪上下像坐过山车，飞驰不断，我对他的爱就直陷入深渊，一发不可收拾。这是命运的安排，还是上天对我的惩罚，好让我面对着每一些的挫折和失败？当一切来得太顺利时，总会有一些恶魔来折磨和捣蛋那些稍为迈向成功的人，就像我一样。我们的一起，像是吃甜糖，甜得太腻就会觉得反感，淡得无味就失去所有的一切一切。当问题出现了，双方都有责任去把问题解决，因为一个巴掌是打不响的。

我们从没问题，变成很多很多的问题，但没方法解决。我对这一切都很痛苦，也很疑惑，因为我发现我开始不了解他到底在想什么，也不知道要用什么方法去解决我和他的问题。我越是把问题提出，他越是回避问题。或许他有他的想法去解决我们的问题，可是这让我对他产生了更大的疑惑和痛楚。

我相信他，因为我很爱他。我不想要离开他，也不想要放弃他。我好希望我们可以有着幸福快乐的未来，要相信我们的感觉是对的。亲爱的上帝，请您让我们一同实现我们的愿望吧，因为我相信，只要我们都秉持着坚定的信任，我们一定可以看到和走到我们的未来。所以，拜托。。拜托。。

A new stage in my life

17th October 2011, I had my 1st job in Kuala Lumpur, as a Product Consultant in an IT Company. This was a new starting point to me as I needed to have a new and different life in a different place by myself. I would have my new friends here, new colleagues in a new company, new home, new ''family members'' perhaps.., and a new of myself too. I'm not sure whether this is a challenging task for me, but everything seems like going smooth right now.

Time flies.. Today is the 2nd week of my working day. Sometimes I feel like, do I really like this job? Or I just simply find a job as long as I can earn experience and spend my ''leisure time'' before I get my desire job? Some day, I must get the answer accurately, before I regret what I'd been done in the previous time.

Working is exactly a recycle life. Wake up early in the morning and go for work until evening, back home for dinner and perhaps have a nice sleep, then start again the next morning with the same things. Yea, this may be the truth for everyone, but somehow I feel like I want to color up my life with rainbow colors, or maybe the most sharpest and colorful one... So, I need courage and give me strength to do that..!

Another 97days, is our reunion day, between me and him. :) He'll be coming and working in KL, and hopefully we won't be staying separately like far for few states.. When the day is coming, again my life is changed to another and different stage because I'm no longer alone at here. I can be the independent one, but I'm the loneliness person, and the important is, I scared to be lonely. Hopefully everything can be in the right order like what we had planned before, and reach to the final ends.

A new stage in my life.. I'll appreciate it and cherish everything I own now. God bless.. ;)

WestLife Concert 7/10/2011

First time watch concert with you, plus this is Westlife Concert, I could only use one word to describe: awesome!! And it is so touching, so memorable for me and you. Although we didn't have a good interaction on that night, but I promise, I'll let us have a wonderful one in future. =]

This was a musical show more than a concert. I was so enjoy and feeling warm with them., Shane Mark Kian and Nicky, they were so nice and cute!! All the time they kept on record the concert and all was so high in mood!! Love their songs a lot, every songs in every albums.. =DD

Honey, although we'd a "less wonderful and peaceful" night, but I'll always remember the 1st concert night that we'd, some more they are the group that you like the most! ^^V However, there was a small blemish during the concert... We didn't take photos or videos during the concert, and also "our own photos". No worries, because I won't forget the moment we've been together in the concert and for sure will keep all these memories in my deepest heart, and lock it up tightly,. Haha ;D