25-11-2011, 10.18pm. Is over. Our relationship finally has come to the end. No beyond retrieval, no regret, none at all.
Together, we had undergone our happy sad sweat hard moment in our 4.5years. You did really bring me lots of memories. I'm happy to know you in my life, I'm glad to be with you in my life too. Although you're not the best among the best,. although you're always the dumppy between us, and although you're the one that ever care me the most in my life! Thanks for giving me your everything, my love on you is not wasted, I knew it.
Now, your love on me ady gone. Your cares on me are still here, but this is no longer a boygirlfriend's care, it has been changed into family's care. You said I've become a family of you that you can't share all of your story with me, because you don't want to have a family member as your beloved girlfriend. You hope we still can be friend in future cz you don't want to loss a friend like me in your life.
Perhaps,.. I can do that in future, an understandable friend of you, the one that always care and worry you who you'll never know there is a stupid one that willing to do this for you.
I'm that blind in love. People always say me is the fierce one that control my partner, but somehow, they do not know that I'm the weakest one in a relationship. They'll never know how stupid am I when falling in a relationship. Or I can say that, girl is always the one that suffer losses in relationship.
I believe I can make myself better, and have a wonderful life in future. I still need courage to walk on the route, I do not know the route I choose is correct or wrong, but I know, I still have people that love me the most - papa mami sisters brother and friends. I know one day, there is sure a person that love me the most, cherish me the most. I'll wait, and look for him, my MR RIGHT.
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